well that’s sorta kinda broad! hahahaha

i guess i believe in a couple of things, i believe that there is something greater than everything on this world. and that to me is God.

but i believe in a lot of other things. i believe in miracles, i believe in love, i believe in second chances, and i believe that change is good. there’s a lot of other things, but those are the big ones i guess..

wow. well i’d be lying if i said i didn’t go through a lot this year.

i’ll start with the positives, the highs of this last year:

getting a job! two, actually || meeting so many new friends as i came into high school || realizing what i want to do when i’m older || finding out what i’m passionate about || figuring out who i am || meeting eric…

and of course, the lows:

the period of time that i had non stop suicidal thoughts || when i went out with a guy last summer out of disparity.. || watching eric go out with someone else || the fights with my parents that drove me to tears || that friend that always drove me insane and was the cause of many sleepless teary nights || the stress of high school

and i guess that’s really it. it’s mainly the small things that made a big difference.

I have no problem with it. “mainstream” isn’t a bad thing, just some things that become mainstream are awful. i really don’t enjoy synthesized/auto tuned music at all. i respect artists who actually have talent. and these days, many of the artists who have music that becomes mainstream have no talent. it’s depressing. but then, there are artists who are talented and have their music become mainstream too. so with mainstream music itself, i’ve got no problem.